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I am Afraid to Die

by Black Clothes

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Jake Snyder
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Jake Snyder Great album by a talented musician \m/ Favorite track: Deafheaven (I am Afraid to Die) Ft. Taylor Bourque.
Johnn Harbringer
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Johnn Harbringer Seriously creative and original Black Metal. This is a really solid record for any fan of extreme metal. Very excited to see what else Colton has in store for the world! Favorite track: Heart Knife Ft. Matt Perrin.
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1.
DOOM 01:41
In this moment, in this silence, I am dead, I am dead. Infinite blackness empty, heavy sinking dizziness disorienting into madness. Skinned, exposed, stinging tears fall and sizzle into mists of blood red fog clogging my nostrils, wretched pain. Shrieking and distorted, wails of torture echo in every direction. I am melting as you are melting, we live now in doom, free of any hope.
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(Taylor) The abandoner Cold and lifeless Your melancholy act hides nothing Mutilate the hands To refrane from further heartache, mutilate the hands Vile snake May your Autumn temple burn By the will of the ocean (Colton) My stubborn will Crestfallen curse of heartache Let my memory fade X2 I froze my heart to be free from you I froze my heart There's a hole in my chest This void in my bones Every step I take It brings me to the end And I'm tired of living But I'm afraid to die
3.
Opinion meat, flexing tissue seeping blood and tears. Screeching voices, soar throat, pain and heat. X2 Dictator of art, trumping expression, drama feeding insect of ego and nihilism. Hypocrisy ridden Vermin, king of nothing. Power tripping down the stairs of self importance, you look so cute at the bottom, puddle of blood, broken. Welcome to reality,This is my world, and you are a slave to my words, you are a slave to my art and you are a slave to fear.
4.
Hellfire 04:22
Lust and pain, I feel I'm sinking, drowning. Peel your skin. The scent of this place is getting me off. Gagging from the smoke I rip apart my chest. Bathing in hellfire is the purest for of bliss. (Jesse/Colton) No god for me, god fucking dam You should have listened for free, woahhh. Burning fires of hell I see, you'll know. There's only one way to be, steady as she goes. I'm going for a walk in hell today to the alter of flesh and bone, blood and soul, god dam. Misery never felt so good. And I can tell this is where I was meant to be, from the beginning. God is Dead and we are free. Hellfire is eternity. Burn in the fire, we march as Satan's minions. Hate fueled and numb with pain, we long for when the blood will rain.
5.
Grey Sun 06:05
All hail the grey sun, everything burns to black! Tormented souls raise from the dead. Their thirst shan't be quenched until blood has been shed A curse on the earth, my eyes are melting, ridden from the sockets Demonic chants, ring through the forest A curse on the earth, my eyes are melting, ridden from the sockets Daylight Smolder Grey days Over Moonlight Red glow Blood moon Shadow As the ritual climaxes in a spray of blood and maddening shrieks The blood soaked forest floor quivers and erupts . Camael The Destroyer is born.
6.
I wander through the forest of blood red trees, with black leaves and stinging needles erupting every orifice of the bark. Ankle deep in ghoulish mist I sprint towards the titanium spire hands of ice and slime claw at my legs. Shrieks of agony erupt infinitely in the distance. This realm of hell hath carved a wound to smart, a wound pierced and dragged through skin and heart. I approach the steps, rust and blood stick to my feet, a sickly smell of rotted flesh and copper overwhelms me. I dread the one who lingers here, forever more, endless agony. Shrieks of agony erupt infinitely in the distance. This realm of hell hath carved a wound to smart, a wound pierced and dragged through skin and heart. I dread the one who lingers here, forever more, endless agony. This realm of hell hath carved a wound to smart, a wound pierced and dragged through skin and heart. I long one day to see the end, this torn up heart will surely mend. This realm of hell hath carved a wound to smart. I long one day to see the end, this torn up heart will surely mend.
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And when the sun is sinking low, I creep through mist like blood through snow. To the forest I must go, tend to the black flower, a lustful show. Dead of night, lady darkness calls, neighbor of the wood. Night of frozen bone, I long to hear you moan, although a spell I know this to be, her frozen touch belongs to me. And in my dreams she lingers often, hovering over a blood soaked coffin. Between her thighs pleasure brews skeletal hand drops and follows through. Floating foreword, in terror I see, my murdered wife in the coffin in front of me. Night of frozen bone, I long to hear you moan, although a spell I know this to be, her frozen touch belongs to me.

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released November 3, 2017

Written and recorded by Colton Bennett
Bass written and tracked by Brandon Corlin
Artwork by Heavy Hand
Layout by Taylor Bourque

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